Exploring My Journey: Understanding My Personality and Behavior

Recently, I've undergone a series of personality assessments and self-reflections, which have provided profound insights into who I am as an individual. While I understand that others' perceptions of me hold significant weight, it is my personal understanding of my traits that has led to a deeper sense of self-awareness and assertiveness.

My Personality Type: An INFJ

My personality type has been identified as INFJ, indicating a mix of introspective and extroverted traits. Some analysts even suggest that I lean more towards the introverted side, represented by the 'X' in my assessment. This realization has been a watershed moment in my personal growth. Understanding the INFJ personality type has helped me make sense of my unique experiences and interactions with others, leading to a more assertive and less turbulent personal journey.

Understanding Myself: From Turbulence to Assertiveness

For a long time, I was lost in a sea of questions about myself. What kind of a person am I? Why am I different from everyone else? These questions gnawed at my psyche and often caused me to question my worth and actions. However, once I delved into the nuances of the INFJ personality type, I found that understanding my traits was the key to unraveling my feelings of turbulence. This newfound awareness has instilled in me a sense of assertiveness, allowing me to navigate life's challenges with greater confidence and purpose.

Serial Killer and Fake Personality

While no one would want to admit to being a serial killer, the ability to imagine oneself as a being capable of such extraordinary abilities can be a metaphor for one’s creative and dramatic nature. I sometimes wish I could shoot lasers with my eyes like Cyclops, purely for the sake of imagination and creativity. This playful and sometimes childish view of life often bleeds into my online interactions, where I might use slang or dramatic language to liven up conversations. However, underneath this facade lies a more nuanced and often misunderstood personality.

Theoretical vs. Practical Behavior

During exams, I often opt to ignore tough, hard questions initially and go for the ones that come naturally to me. This strategy, while not the most academically sound, reflects a practical approach to handling stress and managing time effectively. On a daily basis, I spend an hour reflecting on my life and regretting how I spend my time on YouTube. This introspection serves as a sort of emotional and mental reset, but it is often followed by a cycle of spending more time without clear direction. Moments of clarity come when my phone is fully charged, and I can return to the world of digital entertainment.

Searching for Connection and Passion

Finding true friends and even true connections has been a different journey. One day, I made a significant decision: to skip all lectures on a Sunday. This strategic move was inspired by a teacher's harsh words spoken in front of my crush. Cooking is another matter of passion; even the most difficult and memorable dish I’ve made was Maggi. These moments of vulnerability and shared experiences highlight my journey towards self-awareness and personal growth.

Conclusion: Emotional, Dramatic, and Funny

In closing, I am a complex individual characterized by emotional depth, humor, and a dramatic flair. Sometimes I feel like a 'boss baby' navigating the world with both seriousness and light-heartedness. This journey of self-discovery and understanding has been challenging but incredibly fulfilling. I hope that sharing these insights can help others on their own journeys of self-exploration.