Theervative Christian Comfort: Why I Might Convert

As an atheist, one might think my path is clear and unshakable. However, if pushed to convert to a religion and never allowed to revert to secular belief, what would be my choice? I find myself leaning towards a specific branch of American Protestant Christianity, marked by a blend of informal theological principles and a strong emphasis on personal relationship with the divine. This article delves into the reasons and rationale behind such a choice, exploring the benefits, and the potential impact on my identity.

Unshackled Beliefs: The Freedom of Protestantism

Protestant Christianity, as I’ve observed from my years of living in Tennessee, offers a unique and appealing set of beliefs. Unlike some religions that require strict adherence to a codified set of doctrines, Protestantism often provides a more flexible and individualistic approach. This flexibility allows one to selectively adopt beliefs and practices, setting it apart from my former indoctrination in the Catholic faith.

Personal Connection and Hypocrisy

One of the key attractions of this branch of Christianity is the concept of a personal relationship with Jesus. Unlike many who diligently follow the Bible and its numerous complexities, you can choose to ignore contradictory verses or interpret them in a way that aligns with your personal beliefs. If someone points out the inconsistency, you can easily dismiss it by saying, That’s the Old Testament, and lean on your personal relationship with Christ to justify your stance.

Self-Indulgent Grace and Self-Justification

A significant advantage of this faith is the unconditional grace and personal judgment it offers. Regardless of your actions or moral lapses, you are assured of God’s love and understanding. Even if you judge others harshly, you can console yourself with the knowledge that God sees the world through your eyes and will ultimately choose the same judgment. This creates a unique double standard where you are free to critique and condemn others, as long as you follow your personal interpretation.

Minimalistic Requirements and Social Benefits

Another attraction is the minimalistic requirements for participation. While many faiths demand regular church attendance and strict adherence, Protestantism allows for a more casual approach. You can go to church when and if you feel like it, or even skip it entirely if you deem it unnecessary. These Churches often serve as social clubs with activities like church BBQs, where the sense of belonging and communal support is paramount.

Secular Judgments and Personal Superiority

The freedom to pursue personal superiority and denigrate others without moral qualms is another selling point. With a personal relationship with Jesus, you can justify any judgment you make. You can feel special and criticize others based on your own partial knowledge and perceived morality, all the while believing you are in the right. This mindset can be both liberating and dangerous, fostering a sense of superiority and segregation from those who may not share your beliefs.

Impact on Identity

If I were to convert to this form of Protestant Christianity, my identity would undergo a shift. As an atheist, my life is intricately linked to my lack of belief and the trust my fellow citizens have in my moral integrity. A conversion might change this dynamic, potentially leading to a re-evaluation of my character and trustworthiness. Conversely, the religious community I join might also see me as more moral, trustworthy, and fitting for public office, even if those views are based on subjective judgments rather than objective proof.

Conclusion: A Controversial Choice

Converting to a specific branch of Protestant Christianity, despite its benefits, would be a controversial and complex decision. It requires a willingness to embrace hypocrisy, prioritize personal judgment over collective morality, and accept a double standard. Nonetheless, it offers a sense of comfort, flexibility, and personal empowerment that I, as an atheist, have not experienced in the structured religious settings of the past.